Oh and this shit:

http://cmgtcontent.ahold.com.kpnis.nl/cmgtcontent/media//000271100/000/000271138_002_61864_200.jpg
is srsly adicting bizns...

 

And gosh, I survived that bitch >_> Now I probably still have to talk to both women but whatever.
 

Srsly, it's not as hard as I always thought it would be. But I have no idea where I can get those curry blocks oÓ Probably in an asian market....Maybe I should visit The Hague's chinatown............

And I lolled with the dog XD Such a cutie!!

CHILLIN

GAMING

HAVING A GOOD TIME!!!!

(this is ur Bellypon, together with landlord J-sama and Queen of Games, Zora)

Dude, whoever stole my time, GIVE IT BACK YOU LAZY MOFO'S!!!

AND. I am hungry *A*

Dressed up & no where to go

All I can do is waiting for you


What does it matter? None to me
Nothing to do or to feel

 

NIE WIEDER BRAV D<

*FLASH* 

The first one is ur bellypon outfit of the day. The second one, me blending with the background XD. The third was just a play with possibilities.

 Lolcat moment. We all have them, no?

This was ur Bellypon, over and out.




 

Days pass by so quick

the feeling of loneliness returns

but I know, every day, I can wait for you

you'd be there, keeping me smiling through it all

thanks for being my best friend!

through what ever happens

I will be your best friend too!!

>////////////<

Mhnn, lets start from the beginning!!!

DAY 1: 23-08

DUDE
I WAS GRINNING LIKE AN IDIOT IN THAT TRAIN!!! But what I disliked...Utrecht Central station had a Starbucks opening there. So of course, everyone who came by had one.........EXEPT FOR ME OAÓ

Train ride was kinda nice, as it always is <3 Dude, one day, these train tickets (tickets in general) will kill me dead.

In Frankfurt Airport trainstation, I switched trains. I went to the WHOLE back, just to hope it would be the end of the train when it started XD When Zora and I meet, I wanted to have SPACE. And not some stupid people who need to catch their next train or want to go to the exit or anything else. Poor Zora-babe had to walk a long, long, long walk...

and when we met

I SCREAMED
Like, one of those screams you hair in the rollercoaster XDD Pretty loud >////////W////////<

Zora lives a bit south from Stuttgart. The house she shares with two friends is nice!!! It was really spacious and cosy there >///W///< Each time I visit her, I always choose one corner to drop my stuff, and make it mine |DDD I mess it up all the way *lol

We ate at Subways (DELICIOUS) and I gotta say, everything tastes better or is just general better when I'm with mah baby~~!! We had fun there and at home...the first thing we both wanted to do was roleplaying |DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WE'RE ADDICTS DON'T HATE US!!!

We were up and about till 3 or 4....*LOL seriously, we love it |DDD

DAY 2: 24-08

We chose this day to go to Stuttgart. I love this city!!! I always spend so much money here...

One thing we saw on our way:

 XDDDD

The only bad thing was that, when I went to the MAC store, they said they wouldn't have the MA collection till the 31^st....Bull shit >///< Nahw, I asked my senpai now to get me one of their quads, In the Galler. It screams Uruha x Aoi to me (both guitarists of the band the GazettE). I know that I also want other purple shades, but these are IN STOCK ALL THE TIME. Not limited.

Mhnn, the day was hot and we walked a lot...Finding the MAC store in a warehouse store wasn't easy DDD|

We also got for what we went: A sweet smexy yellow boxer short for Zora (she forgot her pj's XD) and a sweet nice BLACK plaid for me (I forgot that/or just didn't pack it because I was having so much in mah bag already...).

But then...........

We saw shoes.........................

and

and

and

I BOUGHT

ONE FOR ME

AND ONE PAIR FOR HER

The same shoes OAO
Lemme show!!!


 

 
They walk SO GOOD. I took a size bigger than I always had, and they fit well. Also its not such a pain in the ass to get out of them XD
BUT THEN
BUT
THEN..........
Z had to see those to-die-for over-the-knee BOOTS.

We both put them on for the shit and the giggles AND WE SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT. Especially Zora, who's totally into Uruha and wants to cosplay him. (Also KH2!!!) These boots were perfect, and she looked so goddamn smexyliscious in it...........

I swear to God, if we would be lesbians, I would fucked her stupid with those boots on OAÓ

Something sweeter now XD I saw that tiger and we just HAD to take this picture!!!

ISN'T IT CUTENES!!! This tiger is on my wishlist now...........................MADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

To lift our hearts a bit, we went manga shopping. AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.

I wanted to have manga's from which I already ownded the first band. So, I was looking and looking and OMG I found Rin 2!!! So, I took it.

Z took it outta mah hand and putted it back.

“It's stupid and not worth it, trust me.”

“BUT ANOUSA BUT BUT BUT-”


“Trust. Me.”

“ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!”

“You can trust your uke ûu”

“Pouts...”

Yeah XD The next day I got why I wasn't allowed to buy this book *lol

A-l-s-o-! I bought a biograpfy about Karl Lagerfeld * A* He's mah idol!!!!!!!!!! he's a genius!! He's a God....

Mhnnn, after that, Z threated me on Starbucks. *flails and makes all kind of noises* She had a vanilla latte and I took a ....frappucino?? With caramal, cream, and chocolate sauce on top * O* It was TEH HEAVENS!!

 

The chocolate muffin was made of awesome win too! Also, I got a Stuttgart thermos bottle * Q*V

I loved to sit around there and have some fun >//w/< We didn't really cook much *LOL The first two days were Subway |D~

DAY 3: 25-08

Zora needed to go to her university to do some stuff, so we wanted to wake up a bit early. I was three hours early. I wrote some shit to lift my mind and made some funny comments on Zora's site XD

Later we went to her university to find out that the lady she needed wasn't there, JUST ON THAT DAY *GASP We still spend some time there hanging (me needing chocolate XD), taking pictures like these

This is an insider between us XD Lemme share!!
Last year we sat in the same park, and we had the same GLASS Coca cola bottle. Z had him in hand, stroked up and down (DUNN ASK WHY) while a couple with their baby passed! The baby was inside his rolling thing and looked SCHOCKED at us XDD It was so amaaaazing and funny, and ever since we said, that Z's move made the baby boy gay XD

and being a bit quite. Its nice, you know these awkard silences and these pretty silences? We have those last ones .///u///. It feels so good to know that we connect and have that same 'wave' length with things XDD

Mhnn! Anyway, one of her roommates was gone and after that, Zora came in, standing inside the door.

“Come, I have a package for you.” *grinning

“For moi?” *Pointing to herself questiongly

“Yeah, now come on!”

So I stood up, thinking of what in all hellz she got me as a pre birthday present. Whatever floated through mah mind was superfucked away
WHEN THE CP10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(Four ladies and one gent) WERE MY SURPRISE OAO
THE BEST SHIT EVER.
I had another of those rollercoaster screams and took some steps back, holding on the wall.
I WAS SO AMAZED AND SCHOCKED AND SCREAMED AND COULDN'T BELIEVE THEM STANDING THERE JUST LIKE THAT!!!

The best thing, they hda planned this since Z knew I would visit her with my birthday OAO AND NO ONE SAID A SHIT TO ME!!!

We huggled and laughed and sat together~ It was so amazing, they would stay overnight >///W//< Then we took AN AMAZING trip to the supermarket XD I still cannot believe we had to walk 1 km for it!!!!!!!!!!!

AND WHAT WE BOUGHT THERE
OMG
SO

MUCH FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!
........We payed 70 for food, and 30!!!!!!!!!! 30 for sugarsweet stuff...CAN U BELIEVE IT OAÓ In fact, it was just bread, sushi stuff, pizza stuff, and junk food XD AND WE ATE IT IN TWO DAYS AND ONE NIGHT *Dies

The pizza was AMAZING!!! After that we played a hardcore edition of Trivial pursuit (and woah shit, I ACTUALLY KNEEEWW STUFF!!!!) and ate A WHOLE LOTTA JUNK FOOD!!!

Then we celebrated my birthay >///////////////////////////U///////////////<
It was so sweet! Another rollercoaster-yell errupted from me when Lilly and Linda stood there, hands on their backs, THEN REVEALING NESTEA PEACH, MY FAVOURITE DRINK OF ALL TIEMZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! So amazing!!! I also got very sweet shoestrings~~~

Z was the funniest though...............That girl!! I called her a pig the moment I opened her package XD She bought Rin 2&3 for me!!! Thats why I wasn't allowed to buy it XD

The night went pretty loud. We watched a whole lot of awesome youtube clips XD The mad yelling chinese and that dude that destroys a given card...LOL!!!!!!!! We also looked at VERY CUTE KITTENS and some kinda ape x3333 We checked some fotoshoot pics and then went all to bed. (Of course, Z and me where playing still xDD)

DAY 4: 26-08
MAH BIRTHDAY

OF AWESOME WIN

Lilly and Linda were early awake OAO I woke up and saw them, then went to bed againXD Somewhere around 11 everyone got up and we ate...PIZZA!!! IT WAS SO DELICIOUS!!! Too bad Z became sick of it...and the eggs OAO But it was a truly amazing breakfast...

After that...snort. We did a lot of make up, hair, drawed with pens some kind of kewl tattoo's!! I post everything when I have it XD Also!! Z made me Ruki marks on my neck!! AND I WALKED AROUND IN PUBLIC!!!

“Hey...I finally know why they all look so weird to me...TEH MARKS!!!”

Later in the afternoon we made sushi~ It was SO tasty!!! The wasabi was the best! I always take too much and burn myself XDDDD~~~

Around 4-5 they had to go. Mhawh,m I didn't take it too hard >///< we all will be seeing each other in three weeks again OUO So thats good~~~

Me and Z had a relaxing after noon. We just spend the time we had together with fun stories and LOL stuff, good music and good food. I had to leave her around eleven pm, and she bought me to the train station >//////<

After all, these days rocked!! Of course I never want them to end. I hope I can go to Z's university one day so I won't be so far away!!!

Been far away for far too long

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory,
leave out all the rest
leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

Just made because only Zora knows!!!

YES ME DEAR.

even if u know, it haz two reasons, ONE FINGER CAN FIT THEM ALL XD
 

ALSO, I have to change my sheets

Al-FUCKING-so!!!!! I feel so depressed with my fucked up laziness, I wanna eat pasta till I die.

Just when I got my make up done (which, suprisingly, never looks at good as I dream of it to be), I felt so hot...The smooth iron of my roomie isn't a cheap one, but good is it neither. DUDE, I can wait until tomorrow...No wait, THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW. Some money flows in, and already divided into sections:

At my work, I can get 90% off clothes (70% sale, 20% worker's rate), so I can shop there for 6 euro >///< There is a black long sleeve, a BIG body shawl, and a cap waiting for me.
HAIRSTUFF. Needs bad. Since I went to the barber, I cannot put the cheap shampoo in my hair...But today, the last drop of Kerastase was used up OAO So, Thursday, I will go back to my barber, get my shampoo AND. Finally. Fudge shaper. *big love there* ALSO, a good hairspray!! *Fudge Skyhigh* I will first call them to ask how much it will cost though >//>
Starbucks/Subway/Ticket. I think in this order? Of course I need some mo' for Sunday. FINALLY I CAN SEE MY BELOVED ZORA BACK >///<

Even though my roomie is the best, studying here would be just SO easy, and I cannot afford it, to go to Germany...Zora, I will give my utmost best and try as hard as possible to get to study next to you!!! OR I will have to nightride with the CityNightLine express every so often...

I probably have to delete this before J comes back, but I know now why I am aslo so jealous of her new 'friends'. Its easy for her to make one, go out with them and stuff. I am missing Zora and Julia so damn hard, and would wish we would just live close together to go out, cook, have fun, good afternoons, each other to hold when one is down. I somehow ripped apart any bonds I had with my previous friends. I mean, sure, for a friendship you have to try and stuff, but with everything that happened with my dad, on school, in the past. I cannot KEEP trying to have contact with them or bring them together. Social sites don't work for me, calling them is like a nightmare. I seriously feel like saying hi to them, but I haven't seen them since AGES (a year, probably. And I just remembered I didn't say Happy birthday to one of them...) 

Everyone and everything seems always so far away from me, and at times I want to get out of my bed and have a fun day, I stop myself with my laziness...I mean, sure, I love to read good fanfictions, nothing against that. I love to dress up and do my make up (if it would look NICE).

GASHAAA.

Thats my final word. I'm gonna get some coffee now, look at my place in disgust, and hope the next days will pass QUICK as lighting.
 

(ps. Fuck final words. I know the days with Zora will be so cool and rocking, and after that I can order make up and music from the States.)

I MEAN

WOAH SHIT WOAH

I AM LOVING THISSHITTHISHSHSHITITHSSIHSIHIRHRISHDishfnajsbfksajbfsjkfbskjfbaskjbsdkjabsdiuqw3gt4897gdbo
asjbcwoe9ynxlucgwob29f57rybcghj butkr8gfdbchiryjcduh ryecnuk jhunsde8tr6yeugdncyfwleo8ycgushmriopykufxdiufhydjlvcnfdijiovgfkok
*finger burn on desk*

The way they move!!!

Saga's whispering into Shou's ear!!!

THE WAY THEY. FUCKING. MOVE

THEIR BEAUTIFULNESS, THEIR SKILLS, THE SOUND!!! 

THE. GUITAR. THE. DRUMMS. THE DRUMMS WERENT EVER SO PROMINENT!!!

NAO'S MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!

HIROTO FUCKING LIP SYNCHING WITH SHOU AT ONE TIME.

HIROTO'S BACK BENDING WHEN HE PLAYS!!!! ALL OF HIROTO *LOL* THE SOLOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. HIS SOLO (no need for the whammy button )

TORA'S LONE AWESOMENESS!!!!

THE WAY THEY STOOD UP. AND MOVE

/sound I like the way she moooveeess (its a song XD)

I...I.....I want to ink

華

These are my thought of Hana >///< I will be feeling so damn proud when I buy this CD OAO;;;;;;;;; I...I feel like smiling and crying...


scratch that, I AM SMILING AND CRYING!!!!!!

 

I WENT TO THE MOVIE

AND I LIKED IT

EVEN IF SOME THINGS WERE OFF

SOME THINGS WERE JUST HOW THEY HAD TO BE

|DDD

A-l-s-o-! Big news! My Lapdancer is actually not on my lap, but is now dancing on the table. You have been reading right, I cleaned of my desk where my baby boy is standing now.